What is this?

What is this? I don't really know, other then a continuation of my updates and writings that I was sharing previously on Caringbridge of this journey through cancer and now widowhood and single parenting.

Maybe it won't end up being anything at all, or maybe it will be a glimpse into my heart, my life, my current situation, my testimony.

Whatever it becomes, I am touched that you are interested.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011


My heart is racing,
and pounding,
the rhythm resounding.

Deep breath in,
but it's sounding
louder with each beat;

Close my eyes
but it's still surrounding
every thought
and compounding
all that's left of me to nothing
but abounding anxiety.

Lord, I beg you to infuse in me
faith so astounding
that I can't escape your surrounding
love and propriety.